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In this family story that includes more than 70 letters from Vietnam, the raw honesty of one homesick teenage boy speaks for every lonely soldier at war. Huey crew chief Larry Smith grows into a hardened man in his 1st Cavalry helicopter while his little sister Tracy starts kindergarten back in New Jersey and learns about war from the family television. As Larry turns 19 in December 1967, battles intensify and his letters darken, casting doubt on his promise to return home.


Decades after the war, as he lay in a coma, Tracy reads her brother’s letters in full and vows to uncover the whole truth of his war. Tracy researches Larry’s military service in excruciating detail through endless record requests and searches for soldiers. She tracks down and interviews some of Larry’s crew members, bringing her brother’s stories to life. She finds his best friend, who had searched for Larry for 48 years. She finds the Air Force pilot who rescued him, but never met him. Tracy also finds Miss America

1967, Jane Jayroe Gamble, who wrote in her diary about Larry the same day he wrote about showing off for her, as he unloads 48 rockets into the side of a mountain in a show of 1st Cavalry bravado so the beauty queen felt protected. They also never met.

 

What Tracy learned about Larry’s service and sacrifice makes the case for generational trauma in the mental health realm: children do not belong in war, nor should they watch one unfold on television.

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Jane Jayroe Gamble, Miss America 1967

“As the crowned Miss America, I had the privilege of connecting with the brave souls of the First Cavalry Division on my visit to the Vietnam War. Their unwavering protection and camaraderie became the cornerstone of an unforgettable chapter in my life. Yet, amidst the melodies of song and dance shared in gratitude with the soldiers, I bore witness to the harsh reality awaiting these heroes when they returned home. Pennies from Vietnam and stories like it shed light on the profound impact of war on our young people and the aftermath of trauma left in its wake.”
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After a career in real estate development, Tracy Smith completed broadcasting school, won a Telly Award with Naka Productions for associate producing “Moving America’s Lighthouse” with Walter Cronkite, and became a freelance columnist, author, and public speaker. Living near Charlotte, NC, she continues to share her family stories and experiences with PTSD to promote healthy discussion.


The late Larry Ray Smith was awarded multiple medals for bravery during two tours of duty in Vietnam, 1967–1969, with the 1st Cavalry Airmobile Division as a helicopter crew chief with the A/2/20 Blue Max unit.

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© 2024 Tracy Smith Mathis

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